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update~~~

2008-03-13T10:59:00.002+08:00

kk... i'm here to update le...
wah lao first time see this kind of things one sia..
nv blog kanna scold... so sad la...

anyway juz came back from camp after a 24 hrs desk duty....
shag la...
sept faster come ar it's getting more n more fark up in my camp liao...

shits always happen...
n dunno y recently my health also not so good...

looking forward to this coming weekend...
finally can enjoy myself for a weekend...
hope nth happen...

FEB

2008-03-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

okok i noe i haven being blogging sibei long already...
in short feb was a bery bery bery bz month for me this yr...
there is the CNY which i still have to go back do duty.... @&#!**%#()$*%$#%@#!@
then still got the wah lan dun wan to say liao...
think most of u already noe wat makes my this month so jialat...
alot of things also happen within this month...
still got 6 months more to ORD....
faster come ar ....
anyway this month was basically duty duty duty n more duty...
sobz sobz....

Frustrated

2008-01-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

as stated above...
i wasn't having a really good time this week...
i wasn't being myself lately...
i lose my temper pretty often lately n that's so wasn't me...
i dunno wat happen camp is driving me crazy...

to the rest of the ppl who thinks i'm pretty slack think again...
the mental stress i have to take in camp...
the fark up system tat they are implementing...
the problematic men i have under me...

i tot of going back makes mi a totally different person...
i dunno wtf is happening..
i'm tired... really bery tired of shit tat is happening ard mi...

ben ben keep saying sth is wrong with mi...
but i juz dunno how to say out wat's wrong...
sorry...

i wanted to go on a break...
i think i really need one... but i can't...
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
this is getting more n more iggitating...

lalalalla

2008-01-23T14:08:00.000+08:00

okok... i noe i bery long nv blog le... bz la...
must understand i'm a bery bz ns man tat is risking my life to do my part in keeping this small country safe n sound... so tat u ppl can sleep so well at nite...
hehe...
kk i noe above sound bery crap to u all but i'm still bz la...

was waiting for my bimbo sis to get ready to go out... she damn pig la... we suppose to meet 1pm at jurong east n guess wat it's 2pm liao n i'm still at home... wth...
nvm la.. tat is my bimbo sis...

ben ben sick le... today went to see a doc...
dui bu qi ben ben... dou si wo hai de...
i didn't notice u were already not feeling well on sat n i still bring u out to drink... dui bu qi...

still waiting for my bimbo sis to call n go meet ernest they all...
will update later when i come back ba...
bye....

fark up week

2008-01-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

ok this whole week was kind of fark up...
i learn a lesson the hard way....
i got f for being kind...
i go f for being a devil...
i also learn some ppl juz doesn't deserve mi being good to them...
i have nv felt so hot temper for so long n tat idiot make mi reach my limit...
my fist almost landed on this iggitating face...
wat a bad start... hope things were turn out fine...
i have being a bery good boi for the past 2 weeks ??
i nv go drink i nv go hiao... i'm a good boi leh...

lalalalala

2007-12-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

went batam with my platoon mate on thursday... went there for a shopping spree... bought quite a lot of stuff... but shop dao bu shuang coz we didn't bring enough money... !@#$#$#@#....

yesterday was a good boi stay home the whole day... so nth much to say sleep n eat sleep n eat... then watch vcd... then slp again... i felt so pig... whahahahaha..... who cares....

today woke up quite early then went for breakfast... afternoon went my wai po hse for lunch coz it's her birthday n everyone was there to have lunch with her... slack there awhile i went back home liao... coz was quite tired...

nw here i'm blogging... dunno where to go later also... maybe juz go somewhere sit down have a cup of coffee n read some books ba... see how first lor... tat is juz the initial plan... maybe things happen n i might not do wat i'm doing ba... hehe...

well i'll update later if i remember... so ciaoz...

Hibernating

2007-12-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

was hibernating the whole day today... wake up find food then go back to hibernate... whahaha...
so song sia... di di koon di di koon... then knn nw i can't slep n later i'm going oversea... HOW???
siao liao la...

yesterday was suppose to be at home also but i went to pass my frenz some things... then end up thanx to my bimbo sis who call n nag mi to go down to 504... then went prawning with them... so tired lor... then yesterday didn't catch much... think all the prawn eat full full dun wan to eat our bait sia... those jia sai prawn... !@#$%...

anyway... i tink i finally decided on somethings... which eventually lead to some misunderstanding tat i need to clarify... i think i 'll do it after i come back ba...
anyway when i'm away dun miss mi too much wor... bye peeps.... hehe.... take care ar...

Christmas Day!!!

2007-12-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

yeah it's Christmas n i'm at home sitting infront of my com blogging... hehe...
k i not complaining coz i choose to stay at home today one...
i juz feel like staying at home all of a sudden n dun feel like going out to hiao...
maybe coz today is public holiday then most of the ppl are out n i dun feel like going to go squeeze with them... or rather i juz feel like lazing on my bed the whole day...
thought come n go when i was lying down on my dearest bed...
dunno wat the fark is it... but who cares... lolz...
home is a much better place for mi on public holiday ba...
shall carry on go lie on my bed n miao bi si guo... lolz... bye peeps hope u guys enjoy ur day...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

2007-12-25T02:50:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone...
wish all of enjoy ur christmas n of coz all ur dreams come throught...
anyway nth much on my christmas eve...
book out this morning then meet xue go eat then went to watch movie...
after tat went to walk ard town...
omg la town was farking crowded...
n i keep telling xue i'm going punch the bloody farker who spray those iggitating things onto mi...
send xue to boat quay then i went to meet my wlny pals at 504... ate our log cake at a coffee shop...
wahahaha... first time sia... my christmas eve at a kopitiam....
anyway... wat can i say...
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!

!@#$%

2007-12-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

time to blog... if not ppl have being complainting tat i bery long nv update my blog...
last nite went out with my campmate... went dbl O...
everything was fine we were having fun until a grp of idiot who wan noe my frenz sis make a big fuss over some small minor thingy...
my frenz was so piss of when they spill the jar of beer n kanna his sis...
almost got into a fight in dbl o lucky my frenz sis pull him away...
wtf lor their outfit looks like 90's ah beng then their looks majiam kanna ramp by a 5 tonner...
damn pissed off lor n they even say we are there for free drinks!!!!!
wtf hello ur one jar of beer onli how much... who gib a damn...
wasn't really in a bery good mood this few days then knn yesterday this kind of things happen...
feel lik punching tat fella tat keep pushing lor...
AAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
idiotic ppl...

liike shit feeling..

2007-12-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

accidentally came upon sth...
or rather i read sth i shouldn't hab...
but still wat done is done...
i felt so lost...
i dunno wat the fark is wrong...
i didn't dare to face it all along...
i such a useless bastard...
i felt so useless... feel like going out to drink...
aaaaarrrrgggggghhHHH!!!!~~~~

dunno y...

2007-12-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging today...
but i dunno where to start...
i also dunno what to say abt...

alot of things happen recently...
alot of things i wanted to do...
alot of things i trying to avoid...

i dunno suddenly my path seems so blur...
i think i lost the light on my path...
i'm standing there dunno which way to go...
or rather i dunno...

too many dunno...
too many uncertainty...
but i'm glad i have a bunch of good frenz there for mi...
let's juz make this post a post to thanx all of u...
thanx peeps... for everything...

Happy birdae!!!!!

2007-12-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

SHEN RI KUAI LE!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
TO RAIN AKA RAINTREE AKA TAN JIAXIN!!!!!
another year older liao...
anyway i also dunno wat to say so may all ur wishes come true...
hehe....

sleeping day!!!

2007-10-19T04:18:00.000+08:00

FINALLY my off day today.... so shag lor doing 3 duty in a roll... nb!!!
book out today went to christy hse then fall asleep after eating out "brunch"...
woke up by bbs call to ask mi go play badminton... but i too shag liao... so tell them i not going...
after awhile she going out with her sis so time for mi to go home... reach home online awhile then went back to sleep.... n bloody hell i woke at ard 11 pm lor... went to wash up n meet my neighbours for supper... nw back at home was exploring facebook n blogging lor... haiz... later need to go back camp again.... tian ar jiu ming ar.....

maybe

2007-10-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

recently alot of things have being happening ard mi...
be it big or small things i think i'm going berserk soon...
think it's time for mi to take a short break ba...

maybe it the time for mi to be alone juz for a short period of time ba...
take care ppl when i'm not ard...

2006-06-21T06:42:00.000+08:00

it's 6 hr after my birthday....
n i haven being blogging recently...
or rather a very long time...

yesterday was my birthday... things seems so differently... maybe it's juz me... the stupid n useless guy... i nv really celebrate my birthday before till she came into my life... she did the most unexpected things which really touch mi alot last yr... coz its like noone really care all this yr... its juz another usual day... so who give a damn...
if u ask mi did i really enjoy my birthday today... i can tell u sort of... i dunno wat's wrong with mi... but things has change alot after she left mi.... i seems so lost.....
i tot i was tired but when i was lying on my bed things started to come back one by one.... from then till nw...

i wanted to find someone to tok abt some of the things... but i think i change again i can't bring up the topic...
things will nv be the same... so are we...
i have being spending time thinking... who am i ? wat am i ? wat have i being doing ? do u noe mi ? wat kind of person am i ? alot of question have being poping up... n it sux ok...
i kind of lost myself... true life still go on n i'm still moving... but the shadow of the past is also with mi every step i take...

i suddenly tot of wat da jie told mi before... if u can't forget juz lock it up inside ur heart n throw away the key... i miss jie , da jie... n the person i can tok to...
but i realise they have their own problem too... everyone has their own problem...
i can't always rely on ppl to hear mi tok things out...

i'm tired really very tired... i'm not being myself or rather wat is myself..... i'm lost.....
i'm tired being someone outside... then being another person at home..... n being another person when i'm alone..... it sux u noe.... i going to break down sooner or later i noe everywell... but wat can i do....

i miss her... yes i noe i'm a weakling... i should snap out of it already...
but hey u think it's so easy to forget tat someone who has always being ur motivation ur reason for working hard the smile on her face ease ur every pain... the things u all do will like hell yea it would nv happen again...

n thanx my mum who keep asking mi abt her.... so yeah i told her we have broken up...
so juz stop asking mi can mum..... i'm having a damn hard time here... ur son is going to have spilt personality soon...... if this whole shit continue.....

the onli promise tat i would kept nw is no matter who or wat u have change to....
i still love u..... n noone would be able to take over ur place... coz there wouldn't be a new one... last n onli.....

maybe this should help abit....

Merry Christmas.....

2005-12-25T03:27:00.000+08:00

Firstly Merry Christmas to everyone out there........
thought mine kind of sux.....
but watever......
hope u guys enjoy urself......

work

2005-11-16T03:20:00.000+08:00

got a new job quite ok la the ppl there are quite frenzly also except for tat one person but today she nv do anything or say much to mi so it doesn't bother mi....
anyway think i have to stop some of my plan already due to some sudden situation.......
some of it has to be erase........
watever dun wish to tok abt it la........
juz hope things are fine.......
i'm not greedy i'm happy with wat i have nw.........
hope it can be like this (forever??)......
haha...... let's hope it's like tat ba......

hehe

2005-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

last nite sleep at 4 plus ba coz my bro frenz come over so accompany them awhile then i go sleep liao......
this morning wake up at 7 to go work......
was supposingly to end work at 3.30 one.....
but afternoon shift guy cannot make it so they ask mi to work OT until 7....
actually didn't wanted to coz was hungry n tired....
but aiya help them lor......
then the beach line uncle richard was so nice he noe i haven eat since morning he gave mi some food he has on his bus.....
how nice of him.....
ate abit then tahan until 7 lor....
then jia wei came n i went home....
hungry sia reach home first ting FOOD haha.....
tat all ba..... lolz.......

2005-10-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

suddenly keep listening to this song.....
heavean knows
i getting more n more blur liao......
i dunno wat to do.......
i wanted to do alot of things......
but.....
i noe i have to tahan........

quite some time nv blog liao ba........
so update abit.......
anyway nth much also.......
past few days stay at home if not go work then come home liao......
save money sia......
or rather dunno where to go or go with who ba.......
last nite nv sleepp then went to work this morning......
but i'm still not tired nw......
maybe coz past few days also hardly get any sleep ba.....
hehe........
siao siao leh.....
tot i old liao cannot like this sleep 3 hrs a day n wake up liao......
tml no work........
working morning shift on wed n thurs......
anyone wan ask mi out ??
lolz.....

but during this time period dun ask mi go eat buffet coz super bo hua.....
my wei kou like sot sot liao......
the most is 2 meal a day but think combine together is u all de one meal ba....
dunnno y....
maybe bu xiang eat lor....... anyway....
take care ppl........

2005-10-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Juz Feel like sharing this story with u ppl......

A girl in love asked her boyfriend..
Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
Boy (b): You, of course!
(g): In your heart, what am I to you?
(b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib."
In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely,
during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve.
Every man has been searching for his missing rib,
only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a long while.
However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life,
the never-ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane..
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other.. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated..
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house..
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while..
He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back..
With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go...?"
she continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..." Five years have since gone by..
He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly..
She had left the country and back..
She had married a foreigner and divorced..
He felt anguished that she never waited for him..
In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart..
He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her..
One day, they finally met...
At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes..
He was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them..
She smiled at him gently..
(b): How are you?
(g): I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?
(b): No.
(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back... You know my number...
Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye..
Good-bye.. Is it forever not meeting each other again?
One week later, he heard of her death..
She had perished in New York..
In the event that shocked the world..
Midnight.. Once again, he lit his cigarette..
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart..
He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken..
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury...
Most often than not, the outcome(s) could be disastrous and detrimental..
We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones..
And even though we know that we ought to "think twice act wise", it's often easier said than done.
Things happen day by day, which are beyond our control..
Especially at this moment of the century when the most undesirable event is happening at the other end of the world..
Let us treasure every moment of our lives and everyone in our lives..
Tomorrow never comes; give and take what you have today

lesson to the kids out there!!!!!!

2005-10-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

second post of the day......
was toking to some "kids" at hke mac juz nw....
they suddenly tok abt joining gang.....

kids..... let mi tell u one thing it's NOT COOL.....
have u ever got into a situation when ur dad got push by someone u call uncle.....
i was still in primary sch then......
my tat so call uncle was kind of drunk....
n he tok to my dad abt wat he is not happy abt.....
he even pushes my dad....
almost got into a fight......
n he told mi one thing....
hey see ur dad got bully dun dare come help ar.....
i was bloody angry........
i almost set my fist on his face....
but my other uncle stop him......

since then i told myself no matter wat i do i wouldn't let anyone lay a single finger on my family member.....
i join gang when i was sec 2......
y coz sa ki mah......
y not happy ar.....
come la one on one.....
my fravorite line then was bo bao su (not as if i would lose.....)
so.....
have u ever see ur frenz got beaten up n there was nth u can do....
hey u in a gang leh.....
frenz got dai ji u cannot help meh......
wtf.....
fark those gang la.....
i see my frenz got beaten up n there is nth i can do.....
u noe how i feel ??
damn useless.......
i told myself wat for join gang.....
they can't be trusted....
u got problem after they help u
u own them a ren qin......
so for fark......

i told myself since i can y must i depend on others........
trust urself...
gang are for those who need security.....
coz they are humji........

Tired

2005-10-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

didn't sleep the whole nite....
coz i told myself today i must go to sch.....
end up reach sch teacher tell mi nv mark attandance......
coz this week kind of consider study week.....
watever......

went to help my dad buy sth.....
then went to hong kah east pak bball.....
kind of rusty liao....
maybe too long nv play liao....

i think it's abt 24 hrs i nv sleep liao.....
but watever la......

(below are juz some of my vending.....
plz do close the window if u think
it's a waste of time reading it... thanx...)

ppl dun ask mi y coz i dun believe in wishes.....
they are juz sth we wish for.....
it's not real...
dun wish but target......

n ppl stop asking mi to decide or plan anything......
i decide liao u all dun wan......
i plan liao u all got sth else......
then WTF ASK MI TO PLAN........

in real life like tat in game also like tat........
FARK IT......

fa xie wan bi.......
thank you......

hope u all like it

2005-09-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

find this song quite nice and meaningful.....
the music is also very relaxing.....
hope u guys like it ba....

hmmm.....

2005-09-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

Missing her already.......
n it's like one day onli......

this past few weeks there is happiness........
there is this immature feeling.....
n the same old unknown feeling.......
did some things which i nv image i would do.....
which is juz to stay awake the whole nite then send her to work.....
n i'm back home......

yesterday nth much went for my pract then came back home.......
was rotting the whole day at home......
facing the com the whole day.....
maybe i think too much ba.....
but hope it's all juz my toopid thinking.....
was kind of quiet the whole day at home or online.....
dun really feel like toking or chatting with anyone.....
maybe except for her ba.......

tat's all ba....
nth much to say also....

haiz......

2005-09-25T03:06:00.000+08:00

haven blog for so long liao.....
anyway nth much also lah....
morning mostly go sch then go work.....
if not is go bike pract then go work......
tml my last day of wrk liao.....
time to find a new one.........

anyway....
was toking to rena juz nw......
life really seems soo unpredictable.......
she actually plan to go rom next june....
but nw...... haiz...
tat fella......
actually i also dunno much......
so can't comment too much..
but how can someone who was planning to go ROM with this ger yet fall for another one juz becoz of a quarrel...
handling a r/s some how like flying a kite ba.......
u try to control ur partner too much.... they say u too pocessive.......
u give them too much freedom.... they might juz go away even without u knowing......
juz like flying a kite......
u hold on to the string too much the string might snap n the kite might flew off......
u let go too much string... the kite might nv fly high.......
haiz... life.....
hope things would turn out fine for her ba......
i'm doing quite well...
got my bb by my side......

oh yeah my bb did sth really sweet on friday....
love her lotz...... muackz......

Happy Anniversary....

2005-09-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy anniversary..........
love ya n miss ya lotz lotz.......
muackz.........
I LOVE YOU.........

vending........

2005-09-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

Is it me or is it becoz of other reason.........
honestly i also duno.......
i seems like a problematic person sia...... y is it so..........
dunno i seems to have alot of things to be fan abt......
a lot of things i wan to do.......
alot of things i haven do.....
yet there doesn't seems to be anytime left for me.....
20 days to go....
i miss her dearly.....
who noes how am i feeling rite nw........
haiz......
i'm trying to change to be a better person.......
ling told mi before i seems more emotional then a ger........
gers onli have pms 1 time a month.......
i seems to have a max of once a week.......
lolz....... watever la...
juz feel like complaining abit here.......
coz y this is my blog........ not happy fark off la.......
lolz... starting to get attitude already....
everyone has a difficult past........
so have i........ i nv wan to go back to tat time.........
ok i'm toking nonsense already........
i think i shall stop here liao........

haiz.......

2005-09-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

haiz...... honestly i also dunno wat the fark went wrong with me......
i can onli say maybe too long nv see her liao ba......
watever........
saw sth in the forum juz nw..... quite true......
enhancing a relationship......
think i still have alot to improve......
after reading it....
i felt like i'm such a lousy bf......
i nv did wat is expected of a bf.....
but i were try my best to be a better one....
i miss her.....
i miss her hugs.......
i miss her kisses.....
i miss her sleeping on my lap when we were on the bus...
i miss eating chocolate with her.....
there is so much thing abt her i misses so much......
the things we use to do so often......
but nw we can't coz of my work......
anyway.... i still love her alot........
nitez.......
trying to get some sleep......

2005-09-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

juz got back home not long.....
was kind of tired but it's ok....
okok quite sometime nv blog liao... start form yesterday......
yesterday woke up quite early.... coz have to try n finish sth before i go out......
but still i can't manage to finish it........
but i still give it to her coz she wanted it....
went to her sch to see her perform.......
it was good or instead it was great.....
her training was worth it........
went to bugis to get a gift for sam with her....
then i send her home.....
went to work after tat........
was quite cock up la.......
coz first nite then alot of things nv stand by.........
then tonite different liao suppose to finish at 11 but my grp manage to close everything by 10.30...
impressive rite.... lolz.....
we still got time to take an ice cream each to eat then slowly close sia......
anyway the job was ok...... my grp was also nice can get along quite well with them.....
counting down 24 days more.......
i misses my da ling more n more each day...
waiting for her call....
gtg bye ppl....

Juz to You

2005-08-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

i noe u are going to say i onli noe how to say sorry.....
but still i have to say it...
sorry.......
coz i dunno it matter to u so much...
i didn't noe tat it would cause us to be like this.....
i didn't change it as i was kinda of lazy...
i tried to change it when i was toking to u tat time....
but i fail....
i didn't get to chance to change it.....
she was past tense.....
i return her thing to her the day i gave up the slightest chance.....
i once tot tat noone could take over her place.....
but u did....
i once tot tat noone would be able to hurt mi like she did....
but i was wrong other then her...
u were the onli one now who could hurt mi tat much......
i once tot tat noone would be able to motivate mi as much as she did......
but u did.......
u were all i wan.......
remember the down i have the past few weeks.....
u were able to make mi think tat it's not the end.....
i still have u......
da ling i love you.....

worried

2005-08-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

no reply.....
no fone call......
hp can't get throught.....
u noe how worried i'm ??

rubbish........

2005-08-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

nth much to blog abt actually...
was doing some soul searching ba....
maybe someone who is facing the problem can give mi some advise ??
(if u dun feel like reading rubbish, i advise u to close this window nw...)

i think i starting to be very sensitive towards her.....
i have no idea y......
i started to be like this out of a sudden.....
maybe my insecurity ba....
coz everything juz seems too perfect for me.....
i fear tat it might be gone juz the next min.....
i can change watever as long as i have her by myside....
juz nw she told mi sth.......
which make me fear even more...
fear tat wat she say might happen to us....
i planned alot of things....
but i gave up those plan...
i dun dare to plan...
each time i had things planned out nicely...
they juz nv seems to be carried out......
or sth would happen in between...
i fear.....

Down With Fever

2005-08-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

today went for my WAD CA.......
quite ok la.... think should be able to pass la......
then went to eat in the canteen......
after tat i went home to rest liao coz last nite didn't get much sleep...
had sore throat when i reach home......
then i go take a nap but when i wake up i didn't feel any better but instead i had a fever nw........
WTF.......
my life haiz........

sucky.......

2005-08-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

let's see quite sometime didn't blog liao ba.......
ok wasn't really fine the past few days.....
sth bad or rather sth sucky happen.......
dun wanna go into details.....

today went to sch.......
then after tat went to find da ling......
went to watch wedding crusher.......
then we went to eat her chomp pang nasi lemak but we order bee hoon instead........
then i raise my voice at da ling when we were out side the super market......
sorry da ling......
she was quite angry but after awhile we were fine liao.......
i didn't mean to raise my voice juz tat i also dunno y....
dui bu qi.......
then was at her hse void deck chatting with her.....
n i suddenly felt like seeing humti so i ask her to bring humti down......
then chit chat abit n play with humti lor......
tat's all ba.......
anyway da ling u r my sunshine juz like how humti was ur sunshine.....
thanx......

:(

2005-07-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

today went to sch.... then went to simei ite........
walk ard lor.....
the place quite big.......
then went to TM to walk walk.....
went home to change liao then go pak vball.......
think tat's all ba.......
P.S (below are going to be rubbish..... i also no idea wat the hell i toking so close this window nw if u dun wan to read... or waste ur time)
discover something today......
suprise are for ppl who are free........
who have alot of time n money......
surprise are not meant for ppl who have to work so freaking hard juz to earn tat freaking few bucks per hr.....
tat's all end of rubbish.......

~LOST~

2005-07-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

felt kinda of lost nw......
dun feel like doing anything.......
dun felt like going to sch.....
dun felt like going to work....
juz dun felt like doing anything....
no motivation ba.....
feeling kinda sick.......
was waiting for reply........
but there wouldn't be any........
been staring at my fone........
hoping ur name appear when it rang.......
but it nv......
i cause this onto myself.....
i can't say anything much......
i onli wan to say to you.......
I'm Really Sorry.......

sorry..........

2005-07-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

dui bu qi.........
sorry...........

Bug Me Not

2005-07-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

today went to sch early in the morning althought i'm still late but at least i was there to listen to wat the teacher teach......
anyway i still dun understand wat she (my teacher) is toking abt.......
but nvm i think i need to ask someone to teach mi liao......
anyway recently there are ups n downs ba........ lolz.......
N I SPEND A LOT RECENTLY.........
nw waiting for pay day...... :(
haha........ juz nw accompany da ling went to wild wild wet to collect her pay.....
then went to eat her roti john n nasi lemak.......
then we went to diao bear bear....... lolz.........
we tok a bus to tampines mall........
we went to watch the show bug mi not........
quite a funny show n lame show also........
quite worth the money.......
haha......
anyway da ling ai si ni le.........
muackz........

bye ppl i go orh orh liao.....

CRAP

2005-07-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

not sure if wat i'm doing is the right things......
not sure of wat i did is right or wrong......
not sure wat to do.........
no sure if i should contiune........
not sure abt this n tat........
so many things tat i'm not sure abt......
sorry to those tat i have offended......
sorry to those tat i coz trouble for........
thanx for those who were there for mi.......
thanx to those who are there to share my joy.......
thanx da ling for everything.........
nth happen........
i juz felt like saying all this here...... i also dunno y.....
another not sure......

above are all CRAP........ so juz leave it alone.......
no pt wasting time on it......

anyway there goes my off day...... going to work liao..... cya ppl..........

that's when i love you

2005-07-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
ooohhh! oooooohh! thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what
ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what

toopid mi

2005-07-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

last nite my hand got scald by the boiling water when i was cooking cup noodle.....
the boiling water spilled out n kanna my hand cannot siam arbo my cup noodle ah besh liao.....
toopid rite.... cook cup noodle also can kanna scald.....

yesterday went to sch in the morning lor......
nth much happen then went home liao....
went to meet da ling after her paper.......
went to bugis to walk walk n eat lor......

ok i didn't go to sch today...... coz i overslept again..........
so here i'm blogging......

busy.....

2005-07-18T13:22:00.000+08:00

being sometimes since i last blog ba....
was working on thurs , fri and sat at hinode.......
was quite slack on the week days.......
onli sat was pretty bz........
but it's ok....... then sun i not working there coz i have to go work at sentosa.......
went to work at ard 2...... reach there at ard 3 like tat lor......
then go to the office to see who working morning shift......
it was my sec sch frenz......
so tell him i go buy things first.......
went to 7-11 to buy my potato chips n green tea.......
went to meet rie n jia hui at siloso beach first....
then start work liao lor.........
suddenly saw my daling....
she come all the way down to buy things for mi to eat n pei mi sia....
so touch........ lolz.......
ai si ni le.........
today off day..... nv work....... so can rest hehe........

love

2005-07-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

read this from somewhere........
love is juz like making tea......
it's sweet at first........
but slowly the taste would turn bland.....
juz like when we are in a r/s...
everything is so sweet at first......
but after the time goes by......
there are those up n downs.......
so nw is the time to add somemore tea leaves.......
n also water......
give each other some space for themselves........
have the trust in them........
communication is also very important....
this are the tea leaves n water we added.....
nw the tea would taste sweet again........

above is tok cock la.... understand good for u........
dun understand then too bad........

bacteria kills

2005-07-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

ok as wat u all see in the title.......
went to watch "war of the world" with da ling today......
the show the graphic everything wah power bo wei gong......
storyline also not bad...... onli spoiler is the ending....
the alien kanna kill by bacteria....... coz they are not immune to it......
da ling was abit blur blur so have to explain abit to her......
before the show we went to eat suki sushi.......
then eat till sibei full lor....
end up playing 5 10 15 to see who to finish the last plate....... hehe.....
went to walk ard at ps as we go collect our rings.......
n also bought her a necklace.......
she wanted a necklace for very long liao.......
but cannot find one tat she like then today she found it n it suits her..... not very fanciful....
sth sweet n simple so i bought it for her lor....
then nth else liao lor......
tat's all for today ba....
going to sleep liao......
bye ppl...... update some other time ba.....
gonna meet her in lala land liao....... sweet dreams all....

initial D

2005-07-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

today went to watch initial D with my da ling.....
ok la but quite no ending lor.......
anyway...... the show has got no link with the comic n anime......
other then the car they are driving is the same.......
haha..... today nv went to sch.....
yesterday after work went to town.....
wanted to meet da ling one but she go clubbing with her frenz......
so i nv go..... went to walk ard orchard alone.....
walk for an hr plus 2 hr then met rank to go tok cock lor.....
then call her.......
she come out liao.....
we went to eat swendsen's ice cream.....
after tat send her home........
coz she quite tired......

first time i waited for someone for more then 3 hrs sia.....
finding myself ye lai ye sa sia....

start work

2005-06-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

today sch end super early..... actually is my this sems time table sibei slack.......
go sch dunno for wat one..... sometimes the lesson onli 2 hr n finish sch liao......
then went to interview with eugene louis n david.....
shanyuan accompany us...... coz he is working there liao......
then after tat went to my work place.......
today first day......
ok la...... abit boring coz do nth one....
then hopefully shanyuan tat job can get...... then i got 2 job to hope ard.......
dun need stick to 1 job.....

nw is going to be 3 am liao.....
i still can't sleep..
dunno y also........
then dun feel like eating my dinner too......
althought i'm quite hungry after work..... but.....
dunno......
suan liao la........
nite ppl........

i hate it

2005-06-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

i hate this kind of feeling.......
i hate to feel like this.......
i hated it so much......
but wat can i do.......
NOTHING.......
i can't do anything........
i felt damn useless........ haiz.........
watever..........

From this moment on

2005-06-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

(I do swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you withevery beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happinessAnd for your love
I'd give my last breathFrom this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I liveI will love you,
I promise you this
There is nothing
I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as
I liveI will love you,
I promise you this
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

it's my birthday...... lolz

2005-06-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

okok yesterday was my birthday.... coz past 12 liao so my day is over.... lolz......
but i had a wonderful day today.....
early in the morning send da ling to sch then went to meet shanyuan they all for the samsung thingy.....
sibei tired lor......
after the whole thingy they went to grace hse then i went to meet my da ling go home bathe lor....
then went to marina south to eat steamboat.......
actually da ling wan to make a surprise for mi one..... but hehe.....
anyway da ling i really appricate wat u have done..... thanx it's being so long tat someone did sth like this for mi......
dunno i juz wan to say a big thanx u..... wat u did really touch mi..... thanx......
love ya lotz...... n ur present thought it's not the color i expected but i still love it alot.......
da ling zhen de hen xie xie ni.....
n to louis , karen , grace , grace's bf , shanyuan , eugene , weijing thanx alot for the present.....

hmmm......

2005-06-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

lolz...... as usual dunno wat to blog nth much happen the past few days.....
da ling was with mi for the past few days as she doesn't need to go to sch.....
was quite happy.......
tuesday ling was at my hse coz i we went to at lunch at pioneer mall after tat she came to my hse coz she wan to watch vcd..... but turn out we were fixing the jigsaw......
not long after da ling came... we watch the vcd we rent together lor....
n i hate one thing abt horror show...... it's like so damn easy to guess wat is going to happen next lor......
haha...... ok i noe i abit hao lian here so dun give a damn to way i say k....
after tat wednesday afternoon da ling was at my hse intended to go watch movie one.... but dunno is juz her or mi we were juz too tired n keep falling asleep.....
so in the end nv go....... went shopping at pioneer mall giant with da ling.......
then came home to watch tv lor......
thursday morning she went wild wild wet to work....
then i at home slack till afternoon then go meet her lor...
went to had our lunch then go watch Mr n Mrs Smith not bad the show.......
some how a action comedy lor..... today nth much at home rotting lor......

gathering

2005-06-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

lolz...... today was at home the whole day nth to do mah.....
so slack at home lor......
then da ling call mi told mi tat she saw chee boon irvin they all at sentosa.......
btw they are my ex colleange at wild wild wet.......
went down to have dinner with da ling n the gang......
haha tok abt how they are doing n tok tok lor.......
hehe..... seems like so long tat i didn't meet up with them liao......
n it's chee boon birthday.......
happy birthday dude.......
lolz..... after tat all take train together.......
was kind of funny coz we keep toking abt kah wei's singing.....
keep singing the song "tong hua"
lolz...... bth......
k lah shall update till here lor.....
nth much to say abt past few days.....
so let it be..... i noe wat happen can liao.......
whahaha........

Happy Anniversary.........

2005-06-08T01:39:00.000+08:00

yeah it's rite.......
it's our anniversary.......
but it's not the time yet........
still have to wait till 11.09pm....... lolz.......
anything i update later ba...... hehe.......

aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh

2005-06-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

as u ppl can see from above.......
aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhh n damn it........

~! Chao ~ Ta !~

2005-06-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

i'm black again......... omg........
ok start with yesterday.......
went to sentosa with louis , karen , grace , eugene , wei jing n shanyuan....
suppose to be meeting 10.30am at harbourfront mrt station one....
then end up i reach there with louis n grace first......
tot i was late liao but haha...... i was still 1 of the earliest......
we went to the hawker center to have our breakfast....
then karen came......
after then follow by eugene , wei jing n shanyuan.....
we reach sentosa at ard 12......
went to palawan beach...... coz da ling was working there........
hehe......
n we didn't bring anything with us sia......
no vball no mat....... nothing.........
but we manage to borrow from the ppl there...... hehe......
went swimming built sand castle play freesbe.......
hehe had alot of fun.......
but become chao ta...... hehe......
after tat went to town with da ling as her frenz was having a singing competition at cineleisure........
went to eat pasta mania as it's still not her frenz turn......
then went down to support her frenz......
saw david n jiao lian they all there too.....
after tat we went to walk walk ard n play pool with her....
send her home after the pool......
both of us were like so tired n we both fall asleep on the bus....... hehe.......
then went straight home lor........

today nth much happen woke up by terence call then wait for him to come over to take his ram.....
then after tat slack at home lor.......

insomnia

2005-06-02T05:49:00.000+08:00

woke up from my sleep....
or should i put it another way rd.....
wasn't actually asleep until i woke up......
try to sleep but i keep "fan la fu qu"
means turning ard on my bed la.......

dunno y also.... maybe becoz i felt sth is not rite ??
haha.... see i think too much again..... aiyah...
watever la.... whether it's rite or wrong.......
i also dunno wat happen......
juz tat my instinct is telling mi...
"Hey Sth's not rite !!"
n tat's all it nv tell mi wat is not rite....
or wat went wrong....

haiz...... nvm..... if sth really went wrong i'll get to noe it onli a matter of sooner or later onli........

boring.....

2005-06-02T02:33:00.000+08:00

today nth much happen lor.... slept at home...
then wake up watch tv.... then play game......
then tok to da ling for while on the fone onli lor.....
today nv go meet her... coz she going out with her frenz.....
then mi at home lor..... hehe......

hao xiang ta wor......
daling... dun need say sorry la.....
i nv blame u also...... sa gua.....
bleah...... take care k....
anything must tell mi.......

Madagascar

2005-06-01T02:46:00.000+08:00

think is spell like tat.....
haha today went to watch this cartoon with da ling.....
hehe enjoy it wor worth the money......
damn funny sia........
then after the show went walk walk......

sorry wor da ling make u angry again......
actually i also dunno wat i wan........
tat's y i tell u see u wan buy wat then buy lor.....

n da ling it's ok one
i also dun really noe wat u wan...... hehe......
find one day we tok abt it k.. then i let u noe but u also must let mi noe wor.......
k lah tat all for today.....

haiz

2005-05-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

ok.... i dunno wat i'm doing recently....
u all might think i'm rotting so nua... so lan duo....
but i dunno leh.... i juz feel like staying at home....
doing nth.... ok maybe this is also one of the reason y i become like this......

sth is not rite.... with mi....
i think so....
i juz felt sth.... it seems so weird.....
when was the last time i felt like this ??
no idea....
haiz..... am i thinking too much....
sth i wish to say it out to clarify things... but they juz stuck in my mind....
coming out of my mouth but they juz wouldn't come out....

watever..... today i'm blogging crap so watever.......

:p

2005-05-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

okok this is sth i kapo from other ppl's blog i noe my ang mo not so good one......
even if it's in my blog u ppl were ask wah kapo from where one......
so rather then u all asking i admit first.......
but i find it quite meaningful so i paste it here in my blog......

..*L0ve*..If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with... A great love is when you shed tears and still cares for her & still longs for her, she begins to love another and yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you " :) The worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love. you always love the ones who leave you and leave the one who loves you. Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on. A guy and a girl can be just friends , but.. at one point or another , one of them will fall for the other , maybe temporary , maybe at wrong time , maybe too late , maybe .. Just maybe... forever...

moody.....

2005-05-28T03:11:00.000+08:00

hehe.......
abit moody today lor.....
dunno wat to do......
no mood to do anything.......
hao xiang ta wor.......
haiz..... nvm.... she is bz......
stay at home today again.....
see i have being such a good boi recently......

juz slack at home lor.....
was hugging on to my bloster the whole day..... playing game....
watching tv..... toking to her........

sorry da ling......
today tok to u abit no mood no mood like tat......
maybe coz i have being at home this few days then nv really do anything.....
so abit moody ba.....
maybe i miss u too much too.......
wanted to tell u sth but dunno how to say so nvm hehe......

juz nw went out with ling to tok tok awhile feeling abit better liao....
thanx ger......

anyway tat's all haha........ bye .......

silly :p

2005-05-27T06:06:00.000+08:00

suddenly woke up from my sleep..... dun ask mi y i also dunno.....
then nw can't really go back to sleep so come blog lor.....

anyway juz wan to come in n say sorry da ling...
shouldn't get pissed off over this kind of thing.....
it's already in the past......
the more i think abt it or tok abt it would onli make u more unhappy......
i dun wan u to be unhappy....
so let's forget abt it k ??
i juz wan u to be happy....

dui bu qi.......

miss ya... muackz....

LAN JIAO Chalet.......

2005-05-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

Knn...... Ccb.......
quite pissed off becoz of the chalet my class was oraganinsing yesterday n the day before.......
damn it man 150 chicken wings for juz a no of ard 20 ppl...... n not all of them are eating....
n wat the hell wat tat..... hot dogs n fishballs...... tat's all u have for BBQ.......
tat one nvm..... at least we still went to satay club n i ate my roti john.... so nvm........

then went back to chalet manage to steal a mahjong table from dunno where one la.....
then was playing mahjong....... n wat is happening in the next room where the "PAP" members gather ??
they were playing PS 2..... n lagi best they came to our room...... took our tv set over to their side so tat they can watch "STAR WARS" WTF sia....... then nvm...... if my room 4 person all playing mahjong nvm...... ever see one mahjong table got ard 9 person crowding ard it...... I JUZ SAW IT YESTERDAY........
GOD damn it man........

nvm so wat happen after our mahjong ??
we play our old childhood game........
then nv really sleep well the nite before......
due to the noisy "lan de neh" n " nai tou" by miss shushan n the grace's "bu yao sui le" "qi chuan le"
manage to fell asleep after a long struggle.......
but all this was destroyed when alex came back which rejuvinate our miss shushan again......
n there she goes disturbing us.......
had wrestling match over pillows...

so this morning i can't sleep then intend to ask louis go over n bring our tv n the PS 2 over to play......
to our surprise all left the chalet n left onli chun kiat , nasi lemak , her bf , hafiz n junrong....
then we went to buy tooth paste n towel for grace coz someone use her towel as a piece of rag.....
then went to bought breakfast too....... went back chalet to eat..... then after we makan we wake the rest up but in the end onli shushan n grace wake up left alex n david still sleeping..... so in the end mi , shanyuan , louis n eugene went to sleep on the bed......

after tat went to wild wild wet with louis , grace , shushan , eugene , shanyuan n david......
the place was abit erm....... sian for mi , louis n david liao....... but the rest nv come before so ok lor.......
then saw shushan's face when she take slide up power sia....

after tat we bought dinner n went back to chalet to eat.... to our surprise david found sth outside the chalet....
charcoals , mashmallow not even open yet , crabstick........ all thrown outside...... by who our mr smart alex PAP la...... still got who.......

nnb ccb..... then the chicken wings leh?? they went MIA.......
how the hell are we suppose to noe the stuff are there when noone EVEN TELL US........
haiz......
pissed........

came home alone coz eugene n shanyuan share a cab home......
then david n louis share a cab....
grace n shushan all got ppl come lompang them......
so i take mrt alone lor......
lucky got da ling accompany mi chit chat on the fone till i reach home...
then nw i'm suppose to be sleeping...... but i get to noe sth which make mi even more pissed off..
tat i can't get to sleep nw........
watever it is......
enjoy ur life nw........
u would be so happy nw if i got u........
BLOODY HELL.........

hehe =p

2005-05-21T05:34:00.000+08:00

few days nv blog liao ba...
nth much happen the past few days...
bz with my exam ba...
but nw everything is over liao...
it's holiday... hehe....

was with da ling on thursday n friday....
didn't really do much things also...
went to find her on thursday after my paper...
then went to play pool with her lor since she juz learn how to play pool...
then help her train abit lor...
then we juz walk ard town n go home liao lor......

yesterday she was at my hse...
didn't really do anything lor...
woke up ard 12 plus... then go prepare sth for her n myself to eat lor...
then was watching the vcd my brother borrow yesterday...
hehe...
dunno y also... althought we didn't do much things...
but i juz enjoy being with her...
with her ard mi even if juz sitting down watching tv i also happy...
hehe silly rite ??

nw i also dunno wat to do...
was watching the vcd lor... then nw still can't sleep dunno y...
so come here blog lor...
think i stop here liao ba... blog another day...

(@-@)

2005-05-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

yeah...... see i today so you ya xin come in to blog sia...... so long nv blog liao also dunno wat to write......
anyway...... let's start from yesterday ba.... too long ago things i dun really remember.......
coz old liao memory not so good.......
okok..... yesterday went to sim lim with my da ling.... she went to check on the price of her digital camera n i go check on the price of my motherboard.... but she hor cannot make up her mind on wheater to choose cannon ixus 700 or ixus 50..... then i juz go get the pricesheet n we go meet ling they all lor......

went to play pool with them.... then i notice my skills deprove alot...
then play for quite long then mavia n her frenz go clubbing liao then we also left the place not long after lor.......
zax n ling when to find their frenz....... then mi n da ling went to eat Burger King.... coz i quite hungry....
as usual had our mushroom swiss double... then after tat pei da ling go buy her perfume lor.... then my noise ji tao tie knot sia when there is too many flavour to choose from..... after tat send her home n i also go home liao lor......
then today nth much lor was at home the whole day trying to study for my cmb paper which is on monday but onli a certain amount went into my head lor...... then keep eatting n eating at home today sia.....
then nw writing my blog lor.....

(^-^)

2005-05-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

hehe quite sometime nv update blog liao think got a few days ba...
aiyah also nth much happen... yesterday juz cook for at home sia...
wah piang then my bai lao shu men hao bu ge mian zhi wor... all give mi tat kind of face...
lucky i got cook sth i best in luncheon meat with red bean haha... save back some face... lolz.....

then today nv go to sch... went for my riding theory instead...
after tat went to meet shanyuan coz he last nite ask mi to go interview with him...
end up i reach yio chu kang liao tat fella tell mi eat liao sua diu ( go home ) he really nv die before sia...
make mi from batok go down to yio chu kang eat with him then go home...

went to eat with them at ang mo kio lor... coz they went to nanyang poly... but their food court close...
after eating they went to pak arcade lor... then tat shanyuan wan to pak billiard i pei him play lor since alex not there....

after tat he kanna physco then he finally go taka with mi...but no use also we search high n low for tat restuarant... but end up he say too class then dun wan go..... then i watever lor then go home liao lor nw here writing blog lor.....

hao xian wor......

thinking of you......

:(

2005-05-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

haha... dunno wat to say... yesterday didn't really go out was at home the whole day... until at nite ling n mavia ask mi out then i go join them go our lao di fang tok tok lor... have being meet them quite recently this few nite... almost like everynite.... but they somehow like got topics they forever cannot finish one sia... anyway last nite also didn't really tok much with them... was kind of in a foul mood....

anyway nth much i can do abt it... hehe...... :p

woke up this afternoon n watch the anime i d/l last nite lor... then went to meet irin for dinner... then go hourbour front walk walk awhile go home liao lor...

(._.)

2005-04-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

nth to do was rotting at home the whole day so...
nth much to update.....

(^-^)

2005-04-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

hehe..... here i'm to blog again.....
ok let's start from last nite.....
alex, eugene n shanyuan came to my hse to pak mahjong n study for the wpb test......
we play mahjong n until 5 plus 6 lik this n start to study for our wpb lor....
then all lik zombie like this go for our PIE lesson...
went to the canteen had our breakfast after the lesson n went to the library n sleep...
haha... sleep for ard 3 hrs lik this then went for our test.......
lucky last nite got study ar... wat we teach alex this morning all come out sia...
but use up the whole 2 hr to finish my paper sia...
did some careless mistake n have to redo everything... so pissed... but nvm.......
heng i finish my paper... think can pass la... but dun think can score very well...
went home to sleep lor coz no program.... then nw going to sleep again... so nite nite all.....
hehe.....

:p

2005-04-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

wah.... so long nv blog liao...
hehe also lazy la.... yesterday get to meet my long time no see god sister mavia.....
went to town n rot with her n ling lor.....
then da ling got pull down by them so ke lian... hehe......
today nth much lor as usual go to sch then after sch go central n play arcade lor......
yesterday reach home quite late coz went chatting with mavia they all....
aiyah althought very long nv blog liao but also like nth to much to say leh...
juz noe tat i'm going to change to a brand new mi....... haha......
later eugene they all coming to my hse n play mahjong... n study for our wpb test tml...
haha dunno how to study n pak mahjong at the same time sia... aiyah dun care... update tml ba... if someone got update lor.... hehe.....

=)

2005-03-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

veri tired..slept at 6am juz nw..
sianz 1/2..
todae go sch den no lessons..
dunno go sch for wad..
den went to central wif shanyuan dey all..
den dey chu pattern..kip on change places..lyk playin hide n seek liddat..
after lunch we went to play arcade..
den play billiard lo..
after tt pei da ling go hm..
went to eat at yoshinoya..
nth to do nw..
guess wad? im playin GAMEBOY..pokemon lei!(lol!)

diaoz...

2005-03-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with to meet irin for lunch actually wan to meet shanyuan for lunch one... but tat kuku kia tell mi meet at 5... n it was onli 3 plus then lor... wan mi to die ar...
but nvm la meet up with irin go eat... then after tat go find eugene they all at bugis lor... went to play lan game n they go eat lor..... then went to play billard with shanyuan... nb lose to him again... pui... always fight for black one... think still need to improve my skill....
then irin go home liao we go find dao liang lor... we walk from bugis to esplande coz dao liang was there....
when we walk till there he gone off liao... n nv even inform us sia... wat a frenz sia... then we intend to take a cab to ps to slack there n wait for dao liang lor... piang wei we wait until sibei dulan lor all the taxi uncle business too good sia... die die also dun wan do our business... then i super dulan sia... got one taxi was so near n he juz wouldn't stop n juz drive on lor... then i throw the stone i have on my hand n hit the cab sia... nb... the uncle stop at a distance infront n reverse back sia... we see liao... then dunno which kuku kia run lik nobody business sia... then we follow n run lor... power sia... 2.4 all run lik tat sure pass one no fear....
then went to back to suntec there to take cab lor... finally got cab liao...
went to ps n slack n we ate bk lor... then dao liang send someone home then got no train to come back then we help him pay for the cab fare lor...
after movie they give alex a call n we went down to bedok n slack lor....
this morning 6 plus then leave the place reach home ard 7 plus...
later dunno they got wat program again sia...

EUGENE'S PROBATION ENDS AT 12 TODAY...

2005-03-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

yes focks u all didn't see wrongly eugene's probation ends today...
tml onwards he would be a free bird...
no more curfew....

ok today was at home intend to go meet selene dearie one... but due to my headache i nv go find her... then stay at home lor...
went to help my mum pay her bills n went to cut hair... wah piang the lady cut until dunno lik wat sia...

was doing some self reflection juz nw....
thought come n go.... flash back of things and everything....
miss her... but wat's the use....
worried abt her... but wat can i do....
seen my frenz going into a r/s n having problem with them....
thinking weather i'm up to it....
no ans yet.... so wat should i do.... i dunno also if not i wouldn't be here sitting infront of my com blogging...
things dun always goes the way we want... true enough...
i got hurt n hurt ppl before...
feeling down n noone was there onli my tiger....
feeling happy.... but who would share the joy with mi...
this holiday was really lik hell to mi...
things happen ard mi...
met up with ppl i tot i wouldn't see....
i'm juz a nobody....
i have no rite n in no position to order or tell ppl wat to do....
who am i ??
i really wan to noe the ans....
haven really being sleeping well recently...
haiz...

guai kia again

2005-03-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

ok here i'm at home the whole day again...
see i can onli be guai kia during holiday...

last nite didn't really sleep early... ah ger n ah min call mi in the middle of the nite as they were stuck in telok blangah... then no money...
then they going to ah dar hse so i ask them to take cab come over to my hse here lor then i pay for them first...
went to ah dar hse with them... was toking the whole nite lor... tok abt each other as we have quite sometime didn't see each other liao....
then went home at ard 5.30 lik tat lor....

didn't go sleep after i reach home coz have to wait for xu xiao jie to cfm with mi see she going to sch anot then pass her her presentation... then wait until 6 plus she say she not going to sch*@#&*&@#@*#.... make mi stay up for nth...

then woke up liao rot at home lor... then nw sitting in front of my com rotting lor...

it doesn't involve other ppl..

2005-03-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

ok i'm here rotting as i today very guai sia... morning come home from jun hao hse then i nv go out liao sia...
guai hor... haha... then nth to do lor really very headache sia...
holiday started liao n i got completely no program arrange for the week sia...
mati lah....
ok read sth juz nw... think wat u wan n wat tat has to do with mi juz deal with mi...
my name can be bad so wat i dun give a damn... u ppl wan to listen to rumours n cocks spoke by other ppl by all means... but one thing wan to deal with mi aim mi alone... dun get other ppl involve... i hate this kind of things... i'm not trying to say tat i'm helping anyone here...
i juz dun wan other's ppl reputation juz becoz of mi this nobody was spoilt...
so wan to tok bad abt mi juz aim mi n leave other ppl alone....

Boring day

2005-03-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

today woke up in the afternoon then go meet my ex forum member to play billard lor...
after tat nth to do lor.... then went to meet irin to go eat lor....
then nw at jun hao hse blogging lor...

juz nw went to saw shanyuan's blog...
see wat he wrote kind of let mi think of sth too...
regrets.... who really have no regrets in their life... weather is to their family members, friends, buddy, brothers or gf/bf ??
i dare to say there is regret in my life... not juz one... but to alot of ppl my family members...
my close frenz n someone who use to be really important to my life...
but i have learn to let it go n carry on with my life liao... no pt standing at the same pt n let my life goes to waste juz lik tat...
i have many grps of frenz but who were really be there for u n who would be with u for a long time... n how long is the long time ??
haiz... this morning the things she told mi was poundering in my mind until nw...
dunno wat i wan nw also or what should i do...
aiyah suan liao lah... maybe until i sort out my thoughts then i write out here ba but for the time being i juz let pounders in my mind ba.... nite ppl go pak game liao... hehe...

can't sleep

2005-03-19T03:43:00.000+08:00

ok i try to sleep but i can't...
so here i found the lyrics for the song i play in my blog...
hor wa xi....

Let Me Die
Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes
my heart for you is true,
let no one take that from you time is running tight,
can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say fare-well,
No need to cry or feeling sorrow It's alright,
all in the book of life
heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight,
till the sky is burning,
It's the end of time

look ahead tomorrow,
a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will I do, without you

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty,
with you in my heart, In my heart

juz not my day ba...

2005-03-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

last kind of tired yesterday... coz got torture by my coach ta zhen bu shi ren...
anyway suan liao...
today sleep until 12 plus then wake up n do operation to my com.... hopes it doing fine nw ba...
haiz... think i have got the ans i wan to noe long ago... but too bad the ans is not wat i expected...

hope this is really juz wat i think ba... even if it's true i still have to learn n climb up from the fall....
tml dun think i would be going to sentosa with sista they all ba... all couple couple... hehe... think i go out with my private frenz better ba... haiz... guess wat it's friday nite... n here i'm sitting in front of the com blogging sia... can u ppl believe it....
anyway i also no mood to go out dun ask mi y... COZ I DUN HAVE A REASON....

Bloody Feeling

2005-03-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

ok dun ask mi y or dun ask mi wat happen...
coz i myself have no damn idea wat the hell happen...
i onli noe i'm feeling bloody fan....

it's already friday.... so I DUN GIVE A DAMN....... so wat..........
haiz.....
i have suddenly turn so attitude...
What the hell is wrong with mi man...

ARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH...........

MY CLASS WON BOWLING COMPETITION

2005-03-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

haha... see the title u all must be thinking how could it be possible....
i was late today for the bowling thing... then i play after they finish the first game lor... play until wah piang dunno how to say sia... n to our surprise we won 1st price somemore...
aft tat went to walk ard then play arcade lor...

have being feeling tat sth is not rite today... i also dunno what is the feeling abt....
maybe i mess up everything ba... wat a silly me... things were juz rite n i juz have to go mess it up.... haiz... nw zhou yi bu kan yi bu ba....
nv expect things to be lik this...

silly pig =p

2005-03-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

ok here is how the silly pig spend his day today....
intended to woke up at 8 to study for my wpb one but i overslept n woke up at 9 plus... then study for my wpb then went to meet the rest at clementi central to eat our lunch cum breakfast...
we went to sch for our wpb paper at ard 1.20 pm... the paper was quite ok for mi lah...
aft the paper all went home liao lor coz cmb lesson cancel... then i went to jp arcade for awhile then go home liao....
went over to meet irin ard evening time... her hand wah piang dunno how to say sia... seems very serious sia... then see how she carry her bag i laught until peng sia... damn funny sia....

then went to amk to eat rotiboy... then jalan jalan ard lor.... after tat went home liao...
then sth happen to pop out in my mind juz nw... haiz watever has to come has to come... let it be ba... xiang tai duo also mei you yong... i'm always a silly pig... should go bang wall...
stop here liao...
no mood to update anymore...
tml have to go for bowling... early in the morning sia...

tired

2005-03-09T02:42:00.000+08:00

woah later i'm having my last paper liao... yeah........
haiz but alot to study....
today went to sch then during wpb we revise abt our frame tml need to go sch ask abt the table liao...

juz nw aft sch went to play ghost squad with eugene then play billard with shanyuan... damn i tiu bu alot sia....

then nth to do lor meet irin then go over to jp with eugene coz he meeting wei jing there... then aft we reach jp we go our own way liao.... nth to do then very sian go decided to go catch a movie... we watch hitch... not a bad show worth watch... a romantic comedy....

then aft movie ling call mi haiz... bf chu pattern again....
dun worry still mi kor kor here....

n ling it tell u "KNN u dare try chu any more this kind of pattern u get it from mi... i'm serious abt this kind of things u ever try this toopid things again u dun call mi kor... think wat funny ar... ever spare a thought for the ppl ard u... ccb chong lim pei dulan... think abt it lah worth it anot..."
ling see this think abt it then tell mi again wat u wan to do....

k think i stop here liao need to go study liao... update tml...

Shan Ba Fu Nu Jie Kuai Le

2005-03-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Juz lik the title... today is 8th of march n it the gers day 38 fu nu jie...

anyway enjoy ur day....

Qian Ma De Wo !!

2005-03-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz... bo dai bo ji wan to go say somebody then end up kanna scold by her....
but see wat she say i also find it quite true ba.. maybe coz she noe mi better then myself ??
haha i also dunno myself tat well... in fact i also dunno wat i wan.... there are so many dunno n not sure in my head nw... which one should i settle nw ??

anyway found a dang jian pai help mi... but end up they tag team wan to scold mi...
wo de ming hao ku ar....
maybe ba... haiz... nw tat she say abt it i also dunno can i sleep well tonite too many why , dunno n unsure....

Boring

2005-03-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

today was late for my lesson again.. but anyway nvm...
then same old things lor go for my lesson then teacher tok to mi coz of sth...
nth to be proud of so dun wish to say here....
anyway come wat may i dun give a damn.... scare wat i nv do anything...
then went straight home after sch lor was rotting in front of my com... nth to do so come in to blog lor.... my grandma nv cook but she wan to go buy dinner then ask mi wat i wan to eat... dun feel lik eating so tell her later i go eat myself lor... hehe...
wo zai jian fei.... whahaha....
boring day.... anyway i'm going to donate blood again.... dunno when isit lah...
hey ppl let's come compete again see this time who donate fastest... haha...
sound so physco but nvm.... k lah stop here liao later if free then write again....

insomnia AGAIN

2005-03-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

ok here i'm writing on my blog again at this ku ku time of the day....
coz i can't sleep... damn it...

k was at wei jing's chalet last friday till sunday afternoon...
btw happy belated birthday.... hope u lik the present....
friday afternoon met shanyuan then go over to the chalet lor...
wah piang all pang seh mi leh all dunno go where then leave mi alone to start the fire for their bbq... then play mahjong n tok cock with them lor....

sat laji worst majiam maid lik tat must help then refill water , mop the floor , clear their stuff , start fire AGAIN.... then still have to help them dunno do wat shit...
dunno i go chalet to enjoy or be maid one sia... but nvm...
still quite enjoy it lah onli they all go home on sat morning then left mi the onli GUY at the chalet with all the GERS... lucky eugene they all come at ard 6 plus... then i got company...
n our birthday ger got sabo... wahaha... i also tio nb *pui*

sunday nth much lor woke up quite early(for some reason i dun wish to say) then the rest still sleeping then i go outside n smoke...
aft tat nth to do dun wan disturb them so i go back lie on the bed lor...
then eugene come liao then all slowly one by one wake up then watch tv lor then nth to do...
they start their mahjong session again... *diaoz*
then eat our *jing zhen tou* then watch super sunday.... then go home liao lor... later have to go sch liao... cannot pon tan anymore liao...

Sian

2005-03-03T12:24:00.000+08:00

quite sometime nv blog liao hehe...
i'm in my wpb class nw... then later still got my fmk CA....
arrrrrggggggghhhhhhh
later sure hong kan one....
last nite i went to play mahjong until 4 plus 5 then reach home...
study for a while i go sleep liao...
then this morning woke up at 10 plus... then nw in sch...
haiz... so tired...
but nvm later i get to go find my bloster... haha.... quite sometime nv see her liao...
tred also lik tat....

damn me

2005-03-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

haiz... dunno wat the hell is wrong with mi recently...
having insomnia... n the feeling sux...
then really no mood to do alot of things...
being having alot of thoughts....
dunno whether it's good or bad...

juz feel lik hugging on to my bloster nw n dun feel lik doing anything....
sitting in front of my com nw listening to my song n thinking AGAIN...
what the hell....

haiz... suan liao lah i dunno wat to write liao... think i stop here n carry on rotting ba...
tonite dunno wat time i were fall a sleep again...

Raining day

2005-02-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

today it's raining again juz lik yesterday...
didn't sleep really well juz nw....
i fall asleep at ard 10am this morning...
n i found out tat i'm really a guy without much detemination i say i wan to quit smoking n i haven bought any ciggy for the pass few days but last nite i really sibei stress buay tahan liao then go down bought a packet...

this morning before i go to sleep i realise alot of things...
firstly i can't even handle my own bloody problem so wat rite do i have to go care abt other's...
second who am i... i'm juz a nobody so this doesn't give mi any power to stop anyone from doing anything...
lastly nv to waste any uneccessary saliva on someone who nv listen....

was sitting in front of my com looking outside the window....
the slight drizzling reminds mi of the good old time i have... roaming ard playing catching n blind mice... might sound childish to some of u... but hey those were the most memory... n i really cherish them... nw all of us go our own way liao... i was very broke then but i enough it...
i wish time would turn back n i would stop the time then n nv to let it run again...
but all this are in the past le... *wang si zhi neng hui wei*

Insomnia

2005-02-27T03:55:00.000+08:00

ok i noe it's already 4am in the morning of a sunday n i can't sleep... oh my god plz help mi...
i dunno y this few days or weeks i have no motivation to do anything i dun feel lik going to sch dun feel lik working dun feel lik eating.... aiyah juz dun feel lik doing anything....
k lah quite long nv blog liao i start from friday ba...
friday morning woke up quite late then suddenly shanyuan call mi say got ca n i got completely no idea at all... haiz...
then after tat went to central alex n shanyuan was playing billard n wat abt mi ??
i was playing cs with eugene damn sian lor...
then irin call mi... after tat eugene have to go liao then alex n shanyuan went home first...
so left with mi n eugene lor... he was waiting for wei jing then go meet his officer... then i was waiting for irin lor... actually want to go watch movie one but tat Mr ngo fall asleep then end up outing cancel... so bo bian mi n irin also nth to do so go watch movie lor...

then sat woke up at 11 plus then doing nth lor.... the moment i wake up till nite i have completely no mood to do anything lor... not lying on my sofa watching tv then i went to my mum's room watching tv... wat a rotting day... was thinking abt sth lor... n conculsion i'm juz a nobody so dun be so kpo... wat right do i have.... NONE.....
haiz... juz nw plan to go drinking with terence one but his gf at his hse then he have to accompany her so bo bian lor brother got gf i should be happy dun ge gao with him...
so end up i drink in my own room lor...

then watch tv again shit sia my life.... haiz...
y have i become lik tat....

I'm back

2005-02-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

yeah my com is fine liao after falling sick for so long... n i upgraded it today change my graphic card n also my burner... damn it cost mi a total of 235 sia... damn broke nw...
i'm gonna hurry get myself a job... if not i think next month makan grass...
was kind of unlucky form the start of the yr 2005 till nw... nth seems to be going my way...
haiz... suan liao lah nw got my com liao hope everythings starts a fresh...

com sot sot liao

2005-02-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

siao liao lah after so many operation done to my cpu...
the problem is still unsolve think i were reformat my com one of this day liao... if after reformat still cannot... then ah besh liao lor... can bring down to servicing liao...

today nth much happen lor... went to sch then onli dao liang n alex in sch...
eugene, shanyuan, louis n david all chu si then pang seh mi...
haiz... die lah my com nw lik tat i dunno how to do my project sia...

haiz... die liao lah...

Happy valentine day

2005-02-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

wish everyone out there a happy valentines day...
haiz...
dun need to forward mi all those msg...
hehe... i no partner this yr...
anyway tml going to sch with shanyuan they all hope they dun last min chu pattern...
today nth much happen lor... go out meet partner n irin... quite sometime nv saw partner liao.... then chat for awhile then go off liao lor...

didn't went straight home juz nw... was loitering ard someone's place... haha...
not at the hse lah... at void deck onli...

dun feel lik going home early
coz com abit sot sot...

k lah see tml got program anot lor...

bloody hell

2005-02-13T04:35:00.000+08:00

almost got scare by my com... keep hanging i tot wat happen sia... then i have to do operation on my cpu...
hope it's fine nw... it's currently ok for the time being.... scanning for any bloody virus tat is costing all this... come to think of it time to upgrade my hardware liao... my cpu quite old liao....

find someday i need to go to sim lim to do my shopping liao....

nw my cpu is without cover lazy to fix back...
hehe...=P

Tired

2005-02-12T09:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out to watch movie with shanyuan n GANG... haha....
actually should be go uk fair one so i ask da ling along as she also wan to go... then end up we go have our steamboat hehe... then went to meet da ling first then went to meet shanyuan they all onli shanyuan dao liang david n "morpeng" was there....
as usual mr goh chu pattern again sleep until cannot wake up....
then eugene n wei jing was late... we went in first coz we r already late for the show....
aft awhile eugene call mi n they reach liao so i pass them their ticket...
aft the show went to cine rot awhile then we take cab to marina for our bowling n steamboat....
first time play bowling majiam catching a train sia... super chop chop lor....
then aft the whole thing we decided to go to eugene hse....

then we play mahjong n poker the whole nite lor...
i onli reach home ard 9... then bathe finish liao here i'm blogging...
later dunno going to tiff hse bai nian anot... super tired ar...
update till here ba... i going sleep liao... ZZzzzzz..... =P

abit drank

2005-02-11T04:26:00.000+08:00

juz came back from my auntie hse...
was drinking with my father n uncle over there... drank quite alot...
everyone was in the mood to celebrate chinese new yr.. so dun spoilt mood lor...

afternoon went out with da ling....
was pending where to go... so we keep playing sissors paper stone...

end up we went to lot 1 to watch "i do i do" was quite a funny show lah abit lame coz of the animation...
but over all worth watching it really shows our life as a singaporean lor...

then aft the movie we went off to bai nian liao lor... she went to her mother's frenz hse...
n off i go to my auntie hse...

tml going out with shanyuan they all... hehe... update later lor since it's already 4.30 nw...

first day of chinese new yr

2005-02-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

today woke up ard 11 plus 12.... then notice tat my hse got alot of ppl sia...
yuan lai is my father's side relative all come my hse....
kind of shock sia... then after tat went to my wai po hse....
when we reach there all my uncle n auntie were there liao...
then was intending to collect finish my ang bao liao go meet eugene they all...
but end up last min the thing was cancel... so i stay with my parents lor then go over to my auntie hse to gamble lor...
then play mahjong n quite alot of funny things happen lah...
then nw i'm here blogging lor... tml dunno wat were happen....
hehe... hope tml were be better...

2005-02-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

haiz... wth today is chinese new yr eve leh...
n i got no program... have being slacking at home since... 2 - 3 ba.... buay tahan ar....
i'm really going to bored to death liao...

can some kind soul help mi... i'm really going to go bang wall liao...

2005-02-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

finally i'm home... this morning went to sch... then whole class onli got 8 to 10 fella onli...
then me n eugene nth to do so pak warcraft lor... after tat went home...
i went to have a hair cut... then went i juz reach home my parents say they going to "bai ah gong"... then ask mi wan to go anot...
i at home also nth to do so go with them lor... then juz reach home from the temple....

haiz... sian ar... tonite no program i think i have to go catch a movie myself liao lor...

Boring

2005-02-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

last nite didn't get much sleep... keep having sth in my mind but i dunno wat is it...
nvm.. this morning reach sch at ard 10.30.... hardworking rite... coz got mod test mah...
then end up when i reach the sch canteen eugene , shanyuan n dao liang was sitting there...
they dun wan go class coz shanyuan hair got caught last friday then teacher say wan send him to DM...

then rot for 2 hrs lor... then went to steven's lesson hand up our project then after he amend it n give us some comments... we go off liao lor...

After tat go jp with shanyuan n eugene.. then meet up with eugene's gf wei jing... walk ard for awhile then go eat lor... then eugene n shanyuan go weijing place coz wei jing wan pass eugene sth.. then i went home myself lor...

meet my frenz to go for interview at taman jurong... was successful lor... then after tat i went to meet my da ling... tok quite a few photo today were upload later... hehe...

single life

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fark up week

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Hibernating

Christmas Day!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

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liike shit feeling..

dunno y...

Happy birdae!!!!!

sleeping day!!!

maybe

Merry Christmas.....

work

hehe

lesson to the kids out there!!!!!!

Tired

hope u all like it

hmmm.....

haiz......

Happy Anniversary....

vending........

haiz.......

Juz to You

worried

rubbish........

Down With Fever

sucky.......

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~LOST~

sorry..........

Bug Me Not

CRAP

that's when i love you

toopid mi

busy.....

love

bacteria kills

initial D

start work

i hate it

From this moment on

it's my birthday...... lolz

hmmm......

gathering

Happy Anniversary.........

aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh

~! Chao ~ Ta !~

insomnia

boring.....

Madagascar

haiz

:p

moody.....

silly :p

LAN JIAO Chalet.......

hehe =p

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diaoz...

EUGENE'S PROBATION ENDS AT 12 TODAY...

guai kia again

it doesn't involve other ppl..

Boring day

can't sleep

juz not my day ba...

Bloody Feeling

MY CLASS WON BOWLING COMPETITION

silly pig =p

tired

Shan Ba Fu Nu Jie Kuai Le

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